tomorrow.

tomorrow is our 20-week sonogram. i was perusing my blog a couple days ago, and, if i'm not mistaken, i'd posted 20 times as many entries about my pregnancy, my baby and the impending reveal of my baby's gender the last time i did this crazy thing called childbearing.

this is an example.

and then we found out. and i posted this.

i haven't posted a lot of the first type partially because i now have the child about which those posts were written running around, needing constant attention. i forget i'm pregnant most of the time. all you two-kid (or more) mommies know about that.

and, as it currently stands at approximately 16 hours to go time, i will not be posting a post like the second one either.

though i have been gently trying to talk him out of it, landon is standing firm on the "it's a surprise" plan for baby no. 2.

there are still 16 hours left so.. a smidge of hope remains.

a small smidge.

really, i'm sure i will post something about the wonder of seeing the tiny baby growing inside of me.

**side note speaking of tiny: i'm nearly 20 weeks, and i am barely feeling flutters. you know, the kind where you wonder if that was really the baby. and it just started in the past couple of days. seems like i felt ellie earlier..**

the day is slightly less exciting since we won't find out, but i know it will be wonderful to see little baby parts. and i suppose because this day will be slightly less exciting, THE day will be even more so.

pray that everything is healthy...