i just made my daily check to the asu website to see if the news and information specialist position is still posted.
today, it's not.
i'm almost laughing at myself as i write this because i should've known -- i probably did -- a long time ago that i wasn't going to get that position.
but now it is concrete. i will not get that job. there's no chance.
unless they just decided to take it down until they really ARE ready to hire. :)
hey, i really believe that God has been showing me that we're going to make our run at it in san angelo in a way that we did not originally imagine.
and i'm OK with that.
as i was sitting (still in my pj's, hehe) on the bathroom floor, watching my nearly-one-year-old baby splash and squeal in the tub at 12:30 this afternoon, i felt a peace. and a thankfulness. and as i sit here at the computer with 12 bills laid out in front of me, i feel a peace. and a thankfulness.
He has provided. He promises to continue. why should i doubt?
my goals right now are to grow in my relationship with Jesus, cultivate and nurture the relationship the Lord has given me with my husband and my friends, raise two healthy, God-fearing children and support Landon's ministry.
the ins and outs are up to Him.
seeing as He created the world, i bet He's capable of making it happen.
footnote: if you're super observant, you'll see that this was posted on feb. 4. but you're probably seeing it for the first time on feb. 5 or even feb. 6. i could have sworn i published this yesterday, but i kept checking my comments, and there were none. i was sorta getting my feelings hurt (ha), and then delana told me there wasn't anything new on my blog since feb. 1.
mondays are apparently bad for me. i forgot my first baby doctor appointment yesterday at 10. i remembered at 11. they're getting me in feb. 25. for those of you keeping track at home, i'll be going to my first ob appointment with this child at 15.5 weeks.