tonight landon is in Dallas. he went to run a motley assortment of errands, and he'll be back early tomorrow evening. i got to kiss him this morning, and i will kiss him tomorrow. no entire day will pass in which i do not touch him.
but it feels like too long. i miss him.
i don't like sleeping alone. and it always seems that when he is away, something happens to remind me how lucky i am. that was the case tonight, and i want badly to be in his arms.
i wrote this in a journal on dec. 27, 2002 as i was falling deeply, madly in love with landon. it is a question i still ask today.
"what did i do, Jesus? you must have great things planned, and You're rewarding me in advance...because this is incredible!"