i am literally crying at landon's desk at the church because i miss my blog. and i feel like it's dead. i feel like i won't get it back. it's been so long.
and what if i do get a computer and then i still can't get back in the swing? i feel like i hardly have time to breath. is not having a computer the only problem? or is my brain so filled with SCHOOL that i won't be able to think of what to blog anyway? i don't even have any pictures to post of my kids because i'm NEVER WITH THEM. this blog is supposed to be my BABY book. it's what's documenting my children's lives. and i'm NOT DOING IT.
the blog is dying.
somebody teach me cpr. can i give cpr and cry at the same time?