i always have a title for my posts before i start writing. it's kinda weird because i never have headlines for my stories before i write them. i always write the headline last -- after i know how the story turns out.
well, on this post. there is no title.
i don't know where i'm going.
my life in six words right there: "i don't know where i'm going."
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i don't like wednesday nights this summer. i go to church, but then i have to come home 'cause it's ellie's bedtime; landon has to go to the youth activity. it's 10:49 p.m., and he still isn't back. i get the impression that he takes advantage of wednesday night youth activities. i think the kids are supposed to be picked up or gone by 10. we live 1 minutes (yeah, i said minutes) from the church. hmmm.. i just don't like being without him. i'm without him too much as it is.
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i'm praying for a specific phone call tomorrow. will you please pray with me? i'm here trying to figure out "where i'm going." i know, i know, God. i know You're leading to wherever we're going.
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ellie's crying.. hold on.
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OK. back.
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this might be tmi, but my pelvis hurts. ever since i had the baby -- almost six months ago now -- i've had this feeling of being split down the middle. squeezing my knees together takes effort. for awhile i thought it was nursing hormones making my joints loose still, but i haven't nursed (...) for almost two months now. it's worse when i sit for long periods of time.
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did i mention i'm praying for a call tomorrow? yeah. i am.
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i'm so proud of kylah. she is so beautiful and wonderful. i know you all know, but she got a job in san antonio. northside isd. the school she'll teach first grade at was rated "recognized" by the TEA for 2007. ratings were released today. i'm an education reporter. nerdy, i know.
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he's still not home.
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i think doc is hungry. he tends to skittle about like a spaz when he's hungry. i should get him some food.
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i cannot believe jenny can remember that many details. i remember a lot, but sheesh. the best lines in my love story novel would say, "i see christmases in your eyes" and "would it be crazy if i told you i think i'm falling in love with you?" they're only 13 at this point...this is the longest story ever told. i LOVE it.
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OK...going to bed.
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do you ever just have so much to say that nothing can get out?
- Sarah P. Henry
- Mother of four and married to Landon, a lead pastor in San Angelo, Texas. I have been a journalist and an English teacher, love York peppermint patties and am addicted to Instagram. Someday, I hope to finally get organized.
1 comment:
yes i do. i have times when i want to say so much and nothing comes out, or out right!!
i am praying for you and will continue to pray for you. i have a sister-in- law that works in McKinney isd. she works for the education director. i will give her a call tonight. she works during the summer.
i will let you know what she says.
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