dear landon 4.

dear landon,

hi, baby.

i called you last night, and i texted you this afternoon. i know you won't get it until a long time, but the voicemail was a way to hear your voice.

every time i get a text, i rush to the phone, thinking it might be you.

today i rushed to see something from "1111" and an invitation from sprint to sign up for a service that helps me find the best gas prices.

ugh.

such a let down.

i've been having fun with kylah. we went to hobby lobby today and bought some stuff for kelly's shower. we also got some stuff from costco. mom was with us a lot of the day; she brought yummy breakfast to us this morning before we were even up.

what a nice mommy.

this old man riding in one of those motorized grocery carts at costco literally got up out of the cart (i mean, you'd figure he had trouble walking if he was riding in that) to exclaim over ellie. he asked where we got her, as if we'd picked her up in costco. i told him we got her special order. that she's one-of-a-kind.

it was sweet. she really looks so beautiful today. she's wearing such a cute outfit, and she giggled and giggled when mom was playing a silly game with her. she also laughed a bunch at kylah when kylah laughed at her.

tonight we're hanging out with matt and mandy. matt's here already - watching hitch.

i miss you. i know i'm going to grossly overuse that phrase until you get home, but it's the truth.

there's just a hole in my universe that only you can fill.

your wife,


sarah