i really didn't mean for these little notes to be so depressing. it's just turning out that way. a testament, i guess, to the light that you bring to my life. when you're gone, things are not nearly as bright.
today i feel like i have the flu. i had to get a shot at ellie's doctor's appointment yesterday for whooping cough and something else. apparently, adults are the main carriers of the disease, and babies can die from it.
well, from the vaccine, i have what feels like the flu.
it doesn't help that kylah and i stayed up until 1:30 a.m. talking last night (i'd already gotten up at 5 a.m. yesterday, as you know) because then ellie decided to wake up for the day at 4 a.m.
oh, goodness. thank heaven kylah woke up to relieve me at around 6:30 or so, otherwise things would be worse than they are.
i have some good news. i can't really write it here. it's not exactly the kind of thing i want public. but it's something i really need to discuss with you before any further action is taken.
but you're not here.
you're in nicaragua.
and you just left! i'm gonna have to wait forever.
i sure could use some sugar from my baby to help this psuedo-flu pass a little less painfully.
te amo mucho.